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love
02:47
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i feel like a junkie
waiting for a hit of what we call love
for now that is enough
soon we will fall apart
and you'll hate me truly
and ill see
what you shaped me
to be
and i donr know who i was
before i fell apart
maybe i was lonely all along
but you woke me up
and now ive had enough
i wont let that happen to him
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id promise you the world if i thought i was good enough
im sorry i don't love you in the way that you want me to
but just know that i do
i miss the sunny days i had before the rain came
and took them all away
a lifetime of wonderful days
all spent with you
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better
02:36
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i'm the worst but yr not much better
im a cold january yr a lonely december
in the summer months you turn to rust
and for once i can finally breathe again
the ghost of you has left my head
and im free to disappear
the words as they leave my mouth
they reach you harmless
and formless as i feel
i guess what's done is done
we've both been people
we never meant to become
this time it's not yr fault
i guess this time it's mine
but it's not yr time to die
the words as they leave yr mouth
and reach me harmless
and formless as i feel
we were so lucky in love
we were so lucky when we fell out of love
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4. |
icarus
02:48
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everything i did
was because im scared of being alone
but now im trapped
with nothing to call my own
everyone who got close
they left and they got burnt
exist without me
and all i will feel is hurt
i am Icarus
i am my fathers son
the son of the devil
and gods only love
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nulla viene meglio
02:09
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nothing gets better on this journey of life
ive had enough once i don't want to go twice
ive already had enough of this ride
please let me off before i jump off the side
what do i do when it's all my fault?
whatever ive done up to now
the people i love don't give me a second thought
and i don't know if i can live with myself
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he sits at a pew, he's unsure what for
because god never answered when he knocked on the door
and the book that he read that promised rest when he's dead
seemed not much more than a place for his head
it said that he was filled with demons trying to get out
and they found their release when his lungs gave out
and the high horse was kicked aside, he needed it no more
he didn't make a sound when he hit the floor
well he awoke in a room he knew wasn't his own
although nothing in this life really is he supposed
and his demons were there in a hospital gown
the weight of his soul had dragged his body down
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throw it away
02:14
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nowadays it's harder to not throw it away
write my eulogy in song before i throw it away
i will lie to myself until i believe it
nothing i've done really makes that much difference
ill numb myself out just forget that
i'm not much more
than i was
i throw it all away (i see my life and i)
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idontwanttotalkaboutit
01:49
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i fell asleep and never woke up
i fell through the cracks
i lost myself again
and i never came back
i want to feel everything and nothing all at once
numb me from the inside out
and take my feeling away
your eyes haunt my shattered memories
every time i blink is a reminder of what we used to be
no matter how much i try, i can't escape you
every time i fall asleep i dream i never wake up
every time i look at you i fall through the cracks
i lose myself again
and i'm never coming back
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delicate
03:10
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you said
that if i loved you
then surely i would stop
well i came to apologise
i guess im weaker than we thought
i wish you well
as i burn in hell
and the devil is my friend
everything i love
returns to dust
so dont love me
i dont deserve you
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falling
03:57
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im not sure if im living anymore
and if i am im living a lie
ive been the same for the whole of my life
and the sun doesn't rise in the sky
a promise in blood
from start to the end
and the people I love
see my body there
as i hang from the rope
tied with regrets
and I fall from your grace
again
the tracks call my name
the last safe arms in a world of scars
i look like im here but my head is so far
in the sky where the clouds know my name
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requiem
04:52
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by this point i'm nothing but bloodstains and filth
i cut myself clean just to remember how to feel
i'm falling apart,
never compare yourself to me
you're so much more than I could ever be
from me flowers shall grow
nothing's been the same since you went away
i'm missing you more and more each day
but you're gone
and from you, flowers are growing
emptiness is flooding our hearts
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loss
02:59
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you're my nothing nowhere nobody
with a broken grin
you know exactly what you're doing
so you won't get an explanation
and true love will never end
so i never loved you all along
god knows neither did you
and the mirror finally shows me
the person you want me to be
and what was something to you
when you know that you put me through hell
and im still my own best friend
but nowadays that dont sound so bad
and im finally starting to feel
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